Stories

I keep making story up in my head. Story where I know it not possible even the world ends. Here we go.. "You can go back in time with one condition. Those who die will still die. You can't change that. But you can change how you live. There is no restriction on that. Do you still want to go back?" Asked the voice that come from the mirror. "Yes. I want too. I want to relive again all the moment when I'm with him" I beg the mirror.  I know this is just a dream, there is  no voice in the mirror. I know the voice is me. Who speaks within my self. I tried to keep my head straight. But something about this dream that seems to real.  "Alright, I will hold to your word. I just want you to know, if you stop anyone from dying, the consequences will be worst." Said the voice again.  The voice try to shake my feelings.But I still keep my calm. Cause I know it was just a dream.  "Go to sleep. You will wake up on the age when you a...

I kept remembering the past, I don't know why. I went to read his tweet. Beyond time. All his first tweet. I only tweeted him once. I never acknowledge him as my love. Now I feel bad. Never once I acknowledge my love for him to the world. And I hate my self for it. I know that time. I take him for granted. I only want his money. The day before he die we had a fight About money. I get mad when he went to movie with his friend. I lied to him saying I don't have money but you went to movie with your friend. He never scold me back. He bank in to me 20 ringgit. And I smiled that time. Cause I got the money. I didn't know that time he has nothing. I did have something that time. And it kill me everyday. Everyday I remember it. It make me feel misserable. I am so sorry. I know its too late to apologize. But I really am sorry. Seriously sayang. I gave you hell when you were besides me. And I don't know why I did that. All I chase is your money. ...

What would you do?  Some people want it all,  But me? I just want you. Everyday of my life I dream of having you besides me. But I know you wouldn't be there. If I could,  I would do anything for you to be with me here. But I guess I can't do anything.  Cause I couldn't. I watch you. I watch you lying there with your eyes closed. I could go with you. But I guess I couldn't. It's not because I don't want to. It just I couldn't. I don't have the courage to go with you. Leaving me behind is the best thing you could do.  It makes me cry,  But you know it's for the better future. You know you couldn't grow old with me, So you go and leave me behind. I never get mad for this.  Even it's not your decision to go. It's were meant to be. One of us have to go, In order for the other to realize the world does not circle around them.  I guess it was me who need a realization.  Cause ...